Ayaw kung umiyak kasi di ko gustong maramdamang nagsisi akong hiniwalayan kita. Pero habang pinipigilan ko mas lalo kong nararamdaman ang lungkot at sakit ng katotohanang wala na TAYO. At mas lalo pang bumibigat ang nararamdaram ko tuwing naiisip kita. Kasi di ko alam kung ano nararamdam mo. Feeling ko kasi masaya kang nawala na TAYO. Ang sakit lang pisti!
G: Magbreak na tayo.
G: Yoko na.
B: Bakit nga?
G: Parang wala man din tayo. So better end this up. No worries.
B: Oo ah.
-Epic break up ever.! !
EVERYTHING HAPPENS THE WAY I WISHED IT TO BE, BUT I NEVER READY MYSELF THAT IT IS MORE PAINFUL AS EXPECTED IT TO BE. :((
Its been a week since I started ignoring you. Every day of a week you sent me text messages and even try to call me. But instead of answering my phone and reading the test message I rather ignore it.
I know that I over reacted of what I have seen in your FB account, its just I cant stand it. People, I don’t fuckin’ know ,posting any sweet stuff in your timeline. It badly hurt me. Its not because I don’t trust you, but I don’t trust the people around you.
S.O.R.R.Y, for now that’s all I can say. I’m just trying to figure out what to say. Though the past week is like hell not just for me but for you as well.
In life we never find ourselves, but we create our own self. You can’t define yourself for what you see and what other people wanted you to be. People can’t judge you the way you do or what you say unless they step in your footprints. Every person is a unique individual with different perceptions and ideas. And this differences says that we created our self without recreating others oneself.
We create our own self. We exist in this dimension to make our own happiness, sadness, excitement, discouragement. Likewise, we create our own emotions and experiences. We can’t insert ours into the life of others or just imitate what other does. When we do it, it’s not about creating our self anymore. But recreating one or finding ourselves through the life of other.
Life is a journey to take. In every step we make is a circumstance we can’t avoid. We can’t do anything but to surpass it. Through this we acquire experiences and learning’s. And this experiences mold our character and personalities. As many say, “Experience is the mentor”. The learning teaches us how to deal life in a Gods way. We, the creation of God are not a perfect one. We do things against the law of God, we committed mistake adjacent to our fellow. But this mistake is learning’s.
After all, those experiences, emotions, and learning’s create our self. It is our instrument to deal with life full of instances that sometime we never expect to happen.
Missing you is a sweet sorrow. <3
Sweetz, you have no idea how badly I miss you. You always say I don’t fuck*n care, but the truth is I wanted to hold you right now, hug you tight and kiss you. If only in dreams I can hold you I rather sleep forever.
Its been a month since the last time we shared laughter’s and sweet stuff. Those moments I keep rewinding in my mind. And moments I surely treasure for a lifetime.
Everyday is a gift to live life, but it also another day to suffer without you at my side. I enjoy my daily existence with my classmate but at the end of the day I found my self alone and wanting you to be there. To share every moments and create another memories.
And everyday I’m looking forward to the next day we shared time together.